"Accomplished"
Goin' to school every morning in the cold
I have one mission, I assume I've been told
To get good grades, to try very hard
It comes at a price, however
My feelings, my emotions, my heart,
At the end of the day
Are often broken and scarred
The student body assumes I'm a fag
Because I decide to wear pink one day
Who the hell decided they were gonna tell me what to wear
I deal with their crap every cold damn day
And the ladies?
Forget them
Every one of em in my class has given me a scar
Let me mention it is intentional, they try so hard
To bring me down, to cause me pain
Sometimes I feel as though I wanna get em slain
Gross, stupid, you name it
I've been called at by the ladies
They avoid me and call the stuck up retards hot
I'm not exactly jealous but I don't want to hurt the guys
Except one of them
This one's a freakin' prep in a man's body
Makes fun of me every single day
He sounds like Daffy Duck
He should be made fun of
And in my 4th hour
There's this annoyin lil jock
He calls me bi, despite the fact that I'm not
He constantly pushes my desk out of line in my row
Calls me a fag
Knocks my stuff of my desk
I retaliate sometimes
Throw his stuff down the row
Makes him shut up
Thats all I want to see
All these selfish kids
Bein shocked to death
And yet
I also don't want to
I do but I don't
Wanna see them in pain
I don't get it, I'll never be the same
My benevolent nature holds back my vicious rage
That vicious rage makes even me feel like cryin
In the peaceful depths of the pool
This one red headed chick
Makes more scars that hurt me deeply
Cause one guy dunks me a lot
I really dont mind
But she laughs every time it happens
Every time
At me
Sadistically
I wanna friggin beat her up
Infact I almost did once
Kicked the bitch in the ribs
I think I've made my point quite clear
Despite the scars, hate, burning rage,
And even the depression at the end of the day
I've gotten strait A's
I'm takin this seriously
Despite my broken soul
My mission's been accomplished
Goin' to school every morning in the cold
I have one mission, I assume I've been told
To get good grades, to try very hard
It comes at a price, however
My feelings, my emotions, my heart,
At the end of the day
Are often broken and scarred
The student body assumes I'm a fag
Because I decide to wear pink one day
Who the hell decided they were gonna tell me what to wear
I deal with their crap every cold damn day
And the ladies?
Forget them
Every one of em in my class has given me a scar
Let me mention it is intentional, they try so hard
To bring me down, to cause me pain
Sometimes I feel as though I wanna get em slain
Gross, stupid, you name it
I've been called at by the ladies
They avoid me and call the stuck up retards hot
I'm not exactly jealous but I don't want to hurt the guys
Except one of them
This one's a freakin' prep in a man's body
Makes fun of me every single day
He sounds like Daffy Duck
He should be made fun of
And in my 4th hour
There's this annoyin lil jock
He calls me bi, despite the fact that I'm not
He constantly pushes my desk out of line in my row
Calls me a fag
Knocks my stuff of my desk
I retaliate sometimes
Throw his stuff down the row
Makes him shut up
Thats all I want to see
All these selfish kids
Bein shocked to death
And yet
I also don't want to
I do but I don't
Wanna see them in pain
I don't get it, I'll never be the same
My benevolent nature holds back my vicious rage
That vicious rage makes even me feel like cryin
In the peaceful depths of the pool
This one red headed chick
Makes more scars that hurt me deeply
Cause one guy dunks me a lot
I really dont mind
But she laughs every time it happens
Every time
At me
Sadistically
I wanna friggin beat her up
Infact I almost did once
Kicked the bitch in the ribs
I think I've made my point quite clear
Despite the scars, hate, burning rage,
And even the depression at the end of the day
I've gotten strait A's
I'm takin this seriously
Despite my broken soul
My mission's been accomplished