I can't think of a single time in my entire life when I've been more pissed off than I am right now. I'm past denial I'm past angry I'm past crying I've given up. I think I'm just pretending it's a dream. On top of a whole fuckload of other shit that's fucked up in my life right now my parents aren't letting me get my license they promised I could have a week ago and just knowing that I COULD have it and COULD be far far away from here away from everyone and everything alone just pisses me off even more. god damn it why do parents pretend like they never had a childhood and why can't I just get a mother fucking break. My life is to spend my days at school, come home and work and then get bitched at cause I'm not doing "well enough". Well fuck that and fuck them. I've done as well as I damn can and I can't do shit to make them understand that. I know none of this is any of your' problem but I just gotta find some way to vent this shit so :gun: