Hi people. i'm new and unsure exactly where to post things. it's god knows what hour and i can't sleep. I analyze my life to a sickly death. has anyone ever had a really good relationship with an absolute doll of a human being; and for whatever reason completely FUCKED EVERYTHING UP!!! i know one has to get over it, move on, etc. but god how it sucks!! and theres no way to change anything. wishing for a time machine. anybody want to tell a story of stupidity and despair?