again, im going to take a shot at trying ot interpret your beautiful work.
i think that this is like a dream, it certainly sounds dream like. you reference the moon a lot. the moon is ofcourse the natural satelite of earth (big thing in the sky), however figuratively the moon represents something that you cannot get. have you ever heard the expression "he's asking for the moon." i think that you are in love with a woman that you see as divine beauty, but she is the moon.
to intertwine this with your other poem, maybe you just want to escape your longing for her.