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DeviantArt users are giving me the cold shoulders and harassments..

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Alright, here's what I have to say: Because of what happened to me on DeviantArt so far in 11 months, I've been feeling depressed and down with anxiety and illness..

Here's why I am anxious and haunted:
  • People cyberbullied me and harrassed me for my actions.
  • They accused me of breaking the rules: Tracing art and pedophilia activity (I learned my lesson on not to do pedophilia activity and I draw my own artwork via materials I use..)
  • Because of the drama that I didn't intend to cause, people bullied me..
  • I was willing to move on and apologize, but due to hatred that I've been receiving and people bringing me down, I was getting more and more afraid to do so..
  • The people who first forgave me were false friends and all they did was betrayed me..
  • One user is mocking me very horribly and one is boasting about video editing
  • So much hate that I've been receiving on Curious Cat, Fanfiction.NET, GameBoards, Tumblr, YouTube and this website is the reason why I was forced to go on hiatus on YouTube and be not active much on some sites such as ToonZone, Newgrounds and Twitch..
  • Few of the watchers that I watched didn't paid attention to my hopes and dreams and I was mostly neglected..
  • The role models I used to love didn't love me and were awfully mean to me about my fan suggestions..
  • I was afraid most of a time to express my emotions unless I write and/or draw vents because people always harrassed me for them
  • More of my haters called me "Becky this" and "Becky that" and were very hypocritical..
  • Users never paid attention to me when I asked for help or when I asked for commissions since I was mostly broke..
Because of all of this bullshit people said or did to me: I've faced even more depression, illness and anxiety..
I even had to deal with real life problems..


To all of the haters on DeviantArt:
Thank you all for ruining my reputations and my Swaggie personality..
Look what you've done to my life inside and outside that goddamn website..

All I wanted is to start fresh and be confident for the future when I joined here on September 23rd..
But what I got now is a total mess and you guys spat it on my face..

I was depressed and I thought that I could rant and vent on this website so I decide to do this..
Also, I'm a cartoon artist and graphic art designer who is also a voiceover artist and music composer.

Please, go ahead and express your opinions, but you should know that I draw very well and I can draw this digitally if trolls keep on harrassing me..

I've done some things that are naughty, but I learned my lesson of not to do that shit..
 

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If your other webnets interactions take the overall tone that this rambly bambly crap ass post did, that is probably why the internet isn't your friend right now.

Your point is that fake people on the fake internet don't react the way you want them too and it makes you sad?

Is English your first language?

I really don't understand what you have a problem with. But also. Pedo things are bad things. You need help with that shit.
 
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Can't really judge you especially since I don't know you or anything. But I will suggest counseling. Counseling to help deal with the depression and anxiety, and maybe whatever else might be troubling you.<3

I wish you good luck. Hang in there.
 

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This is why you never wish to be a prepubescent 14 century Asian girl while living a past life.
 
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If your other webnets interactions take the overall tone that this rambly bambly crap ass post did, that is probably why the internet isn't your friend right now.

Your point is that fake people on the fake internet don't react the way you want them too and it makes you sad?

Is English your first language?


I really don't understand what you have a problem with. But also. Pedo things are bad things. You need help with that shit.
Well, not all friends are fake (since they should be helpful and understanding)..
But the problem is that I've been getting too much social conflicts and drama spreads around like crazy.

I'm American, FYI..

I mean that I really unaware of what I was doing was illegal since I didn't even looked at the laws online..

This is why you never wish to be a prepubescent 14 century Asian girl while living a past life.
  1. I'm not Asian.. I'm actually half German and half American Indian..
  2. I'm from United States
  3. The hate that I got was from those fools on DeviantArt..
These are the reasons why I get extremely guilty and depressed when someone who trusts me leaves..

Can't really judge you especially since I don't know you or anything. But I will suggest counseling. Counseling to help deal with the depression and anxiety, and maybe whatever else might be troubling you.<3

I wish you good luck. Hang in there.
I thank you for your offer, but however: My mother doesn't have a car (we drive by cabs) and I thought about it as well..
I had been to school counselors in my senior year of high school.

But when I found something about counseling, I realized that it wasn't always a best choice..

See the stamp and why it wasn't possible for counseling: https://www.deviantart.com/mintaka-tk/art/People-React-Differently-to-Therapy-695161632
 

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Everybody knows that pedophilia is illegal. This has to be trolling.

Also, this website won't let me put two of SwaggieVortexVa's quotes in the same post. Glitch?
 
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This is most likely why you are getting so much hate. Why are you surprised?
I wasn't surprised since I wasn't in the happy mood and was mostly tired..

Everybody knows that pedophilia is illegal. This has to be trolling.

Also, this website won't let me put two of SwaggieVortexVa's quotes in the same post. Glitch?
You should hit quote button with that mouse of yours and I was already trolled..
(The troll turned out to be a user named WimTimBrink alias WimCGI and he was responsible for writing shit about me..)
 

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Sometimes being too specific is bad when sharing. For instance consider the following:

I like children.​
I like 12 year old girls.​

If you can't tell which is the good and which is the bad, you need help.
 

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Well, not all friends are fake (since they should be helpful and understanding)..
But the problem is that I've been getting too much social conflicts and drama spreads around like crazy.

I'm American, FYI..

I mean that I really unaware of what I was doing was illegal since I didn't even looked at the laws online..


  1. I'm not Asian.. I'm actually half German and half American Indian..
  2. I'm from United States
  3. The hate that I got was from those fools on DeviantArt..
These are the reasons why I get extremely guilty and depressed when someone who trusts me leaves..



I thank you for your offer, but however: My mother doesn't have a car (we drive by cabs) and I thought about it as well..
I had been to school counselors in my senior year of high school.

But when I found something about counseling, I realized that it wasn't always a best choice..

See the stamp and why it wasn't possible for counseling: https://www.deviantart.com/mintaka-tk/art/People-React-Differently-to-Therapy-695161632
We get it.

You have more excuses than sense.
Your grammaring needs help.
You can't forum worth a fuck.
You also expect us to care having invested litterally zero time in actual contribution to the site.

I think you are going to ride the ban wagon straight back to DeviantArt.

I also think DeviantArt may have been on to something when you were getting shitposted.
 

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So is this the image that got you in trouble?

You drew two cartoon siblings kissing and stated that you like incest?
Or was it the picture you drew of a more human looking Mr. Bump performing a sexual act on a cartoon version of yourself?
As demented as these pictures may be, cartoon pornography (even involving children) is not illegal in the United States, so to what illegal activity are you referring?

Also, your father makes you pee into a cup or bag and now he is stalking you online?

 
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So is this the image that got you in trouble?

You drew two cartoon siblings kissing and stated that you like incest?
Or was it the picture you drew of a more human looking Mr. Bump performing a sexual act on a cartoon version of yourself?
As demented as these pictures may be, cartoon pornography (even involving children) is not illegal in the United States, so to what illegal activity are you referring?

Also, your father makes you pee into a cup or bag and now he is stalking you online?

About the drawings:
The first one is just a drawing of my favorite ship that I didn't like talking about in front of a few watchers..
In other words, it's my guilty pleasure

Also, Mr. Bump and Miss Whoops' genders weren't identified, but they're adults..
(This is also the reason why I keep the shipping of these two a secret from others unless someone likes sibling ships)

Sadly, everyone has guilty pleasures (even the members of the WTF.com do as well)

Second drawing was a vent on how guilty I was when I find the trouble that I didn't intend to cause and how haunted I was by it..

My mom and my Special Ed teacher told me that my father is stalking me..
(Thank God, he won't find me here.. But if he did, I might be really frightened..)

Remember that I am only allowed to talk about how I feel..

I apologize if this thread triggers you

We get it.

You have more excuses than sense.
Your grammaring needs help.
You can't forum worth a fuck.
You also expect us to care having invested litterally zero time in actual contribution to the site.

I think you are going to ride the ban wagon straight back to DeviantArt.

I also think DeviantArt may have been on to something when you were getting shitposted.
Oh.. Do you really have empathy for someone who is hurt inside?
Because I only want to express how I feel..

@SwaggieVortexVA You need to stop double posting. You can quote multiple people in one post.
Oh really? I can only do so if I need to..
There are many ways to reply, darling..

Sometimes being too specific is bad when sharing. For instance consider the following:

I like children.​
I like 12 year old girls.​

If you can't tell which is the good and which is the bad, you need help.
First off, I don't like pedophilia (which is why I denied pedo requests and I also forbid minors to do NSFW RPs..)
Secondly, like I said this earlier: I made a horrible mistake and made an unwise choice to do that on there..

I felt like an idiot, now...

Once again, if you guys don't even know what I am expressing my thoughts out: Please read the thread before commenting because I don't want to cause any trouble here..
If I see any of you bashing in on me or saying questions that are totally nonsense: I'm afraid might have to automatically block you if necessary, capiche?
 

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Oh really? I can only do so if I need to..
There are many ways to reply, darling..
First off, I am a moderator, not a "darling," thank you very much.

Second, read the Rules or else your permissions here will be revoked. There is a rule about double posting and I suggest you follow it.
 

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About the drawings:
The first one is just a drawing of my favorite ship that I didn't like talking about in front of a few watchers..
In other words, it's my guilty pleasure

Also, Mr. Bump and Miss Whoops' genders weren't identified, but they're adults..
(This is also the reason why I keep the shipping of these two a secret from others unless someone likes sibling ships)

Second drawing was a vent on how guilty I was when I find the trouble that I didn't intend to cause and how haunted I was by it..

My mom and my Special Ed teacher told me that my father is stalking me..

Remember that I am only allowed to talk about how I feel..

I apologize if this thread triggers you



Oh.. Do you really have empathy for someone who is hurt inside?
Because I only want to express how I feel..

Oh really? I can only do so if I need to..
There are many ways to reply, darling..

I felt like an idiot, now...

Once again, if you guys don't even know what I am expressing my thoughts out: Please read the thread before commenting because I don't want to cause any trouble here..
If I see any of you bashing in on me or saying questions that are totally nonsense: I'm afraid might have to automatically block you if necessary, capiche?
Oh honey, I can empathize where you claim to be coming from. However, I don't sympathize with your misguided refusal to try changing.

You joined a community.
You are upset that community didn't accept you the way you presented yourself.
Leave community.
Join other community.
New community offers solutions.
Solutions ignored.
Receive same sort of welcome.
Offer to change nothing.
Something is wrong with both communities because you are a very special.

You can't be understood because I am not going to make the effort to read your mangling of the English language.

On forums you communicate with the written word. If you cannot make coherent posts, how are we to make sense of what you've written?

The people in this thread 'suggesting' ways to use the forum are the people who make the rules. The VAST majority of posts on these forums are legible and coherent because their creators took enough time to make sure someone else can understand them.

You don't seem to be making the same effort.
 
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First off, I am a moderator, not a "darling," thank you very much.

Second, read the Rules or else your permissions here will be revoked. There is a rule about double posting and I suggest you follow it.
I said darling because you are truly caring
Who?
Oh honey, I can empathize where you claim to be coming from. However, I don't sympathize with your misguided refusal to try changing.

You joined a community.
You are upset that community didn't accept you the way you presented yourself.
Leave community.
Join other community.
New community offers solutions.
Solutions ignored.
Receive same sort of welcome.
Offer to change nothing.
Something is wrong with both communities because you are a very special.

You can't be understood because I am not going to make the effort to read your mangling of the English language.

On forums you communicate with the written word. If you cannot make coherent posts, how are we to make sense of what you've written?

The people in this thread 'suggesting' ways to use the forum are the people who make the rules. The VAST majority of posts on these forums are legible and coherent because their creators took enough time to make sure someone else can understand them.

You don't seem to be making the same effort.
First off, I find the forums that inspire me to join them and do conversations..

Second thing, I do not want to cause any trouble..

Why are you guys keep making me feel like a total dumbass?
 

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Why are you guys keep making me feel like a total dumbass?
That's kind of what we do when we don't know someone. Try not to take it personal. Once we get to know you better it'll be different. You'll realize we're not actually horrible people.
 

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Unless of course they do get to know you better and decide that you're a horrible person, in which case the digs will be personal.