Here's what happened. Last night I was depressed (again) and I shut off my web cam cuz I was tired of seeing myself. I said to my bf that I was done with it cuz I hate the way I look. Then we got into an argument about it all and I made him feel like shit. I always screw up like this and I always feel like a total shit the moment I say or do something like that. I know that he'll forgive me, but I still feel like crap for taking my frustration with myself out on him. All he's ever done is love me and be there for me when I needed him. I really don't deserve him, but I'm glad that I have him.