ok so this is one of those outbursts of emotions you sometimes get on here, thing is i have to get it out so bear with me,,
me and my boyfriend are back together after 4 months apart (we bin together on n off 2 years). He fancied this girl he goes to college with when we were going out before, he never admitted it but i knew(i was right about this im not crazy). Cos i was so depressed i went crazy and kept ringing him and cryin and stuff, not to be anoying, just because i was truly that upset. yes i know thats gay but we all do gay things..
i know its foolish to care about things like that, i mean, ive already fucking cheated on him out of drunkness which he dont know about(no im soo not proud of it it was a huge mistake but i get real horny, no excuse but meeeh) but im really possesive by nature,
i have a very active imagination. now we are together again he still goes out with her clubbing and doing pills which is summat i dont want to do- when ur on pills you love everyone so im scared hes gonna start thinking he loves her cos he sees her when they are high.
im pretty sure they have pulled. she knows i used to ring him and cry down the phone about her(what a dick
) and when she randomly showed up at superbowl he went off to talk to her for ages, i had to go get him, he bought her a drink then he kept lookin back in her direction trying to see her.
he sees her every monday at school and he sort of rubs it in me face... i dont know how to feel, atm im feeling really fucking sick with fear, as he used to love me so much but i fucked it all up with my jealousy and now he says he doesnt know if he loves me yet.. i never stopped loving him =( i know it sounds like im some crazy bitch but this crazy bitch needs help on how her bloke is feeling.. please submit your thoughts
me and my boyfriend are back together after 4 months apart (we bin together on n off 2 years). He fancied this girl he goes to college with when we were going out before, he never admitted it but i knew(i was right about this im not crazy). Cos i was so depressed i went crazy and kept ringing him and cryin and stuff, not to be anoying, just because i was truly that upset. yes i know thats gay but we all do gay things..
i know its foolish to care about things like that, i mean, ive already fucking cheated on him out of drunkness which he dont know about(no im soo not proud of it it was a huge mistake but i get real horny, no excuse but meeeh) but im really possesive by nature,
i have a very active imagination. now we are together again he still goes out with her clubbing and doing pills which is summat i dont want to do- when ur on pills you love everyone so im scared hes gonna start thinking he loves her cos he sees her when they are high.
im pretty sure they have pulled. she knows i used to ring him and cry down the phone about her(what a dick
he sees her every monday at school and he sort of rubs it in me face... i dont know how to feel, atm im feeling really fucking sick with fear, as he used to love me so much but i fucked it all up with my jealousy and now he says he doesnt know if he loves me yet.. i never stopped loving him =( i know it sounds like im some crazy bitch but this crazy bitch needs help on how her bloke is feeling.. please submit your thoughts