I'll get to the pathetic part in a sec, here's background...
get this, I'm turning 19 next week, I'm in college(for half a year now, graduated high school last year), I'm really smart in math(studying to be an eletrical engineer), I've got money, nice truck that I'm working on(I gotta sweet sound system and etc on the outside but I shouldn't discuss details to much), I'm really nice (all my friends said I'm too nice, and I do too much for ppl), Im doing everything I ever want in life, dirtbiking, guitar, paintball, driving, video games, I got lots of tekno, and just lots of other stuff......oh here's the pathetic part....I HAVE NEVER HAD A GIRLFRIEND or at least anything to do with girls and it's driving me crazy, I feel like my life is missing that one part and I can't help but wonder WHY? that other thread was right, how come every girl out there is taken and it's by ppl who treat them like shit, and then there's ppl like me who are so desparate and would do anything for them....don't get me wrong I have had some in mind but they're all taken, I don't know what to do now, I've tried sadly suicide, twice...man I shouldn't keep all these swords and knifes in my room(I collect, to look at not play with), and I've tried every tip...anyone else gotta suggestion?
now I really understand this quote.."the most painful thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else"
get this, I'm turning 19 next week, I'm in college(for half a year now, graduated high school last year), I'm really smart in math(studying to be an eletrical engineer), I've got money, nice truck that I'm working on(I gotta sweet sound system and etc on the outside but I shouldn't discuss details to much), I'm really nice (all my friends said I'm too nice, and I do too much for ppl), Im doing everything I ever want in life, dirtbiking, guitar, paintball, driving, video games, I got lots of tekno, and just lots of other stuff......oh here's the pathetic part....I HAVE NEVER HAD A GIRLFRIEND or at least anything to do with girls and it's driving me crazy, I feel like my life is missing that one part and I can't help but wonder WHY? that other thread was right, how come every girl out there is taken and it's by ppl who treat them like shit, and then there's ppl like me who are so desparate and would do anything for them....don't get me wrong I have had some in mind but they're all taken, I don't know what to do now, I've tried sadly suicide, twice...man I shouldn't keep all these swords and knifes in my room(I collect, to look at not play with), and I've tried every tip...anyone else gotta suggestion?
now I really understand this quote.."the most painful thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else"