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Gray Matter Decay

gehtfuct

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What do you see?
A child trapped within me?
I try to reach him;still,he has evaded me.
All I know of him is his face,a lonely boy of latter days.
He only comes around when visions of my life escape me.

Fuck...

I can't see when my sight has gone.
Am I really only chasing after me?
He can tell me where im from
I can tell him where I just can not be.

Then I see as he looks to me
With an expressionless look upon his face
"It seems clear to both of us,that you crave to be in a lonely place."

Well,who are you?
To tell me,what we are thinking through.
Never in our lives did you give a fuck
Unless it involved you.

He looks to me with that face
Expressionless,like a stare into space.
He said "Sit down son,I'm about to take you to the place you crave."

"When you speak there will be no one.
None to hear you,only you and me.
When you think you'll need someone
I will ask you:Where's the blank look that was on your face?
Only me! Because,here you'll need no one.
Lonelyness is the place that you crave."


When I needed you.
I was the only one I could confide in to.
Most of the time you did'nt give a fuck
To help me up,and to get through.
You've seen the blank look on my face
Expressionless,like a stare into space.
So,now I turn to the child in the mirror who waits for my embrace.

I know he wont go away.
Alone,I need this lonely place.

Fuck!

When I speak there will be no one
Only you to hear me in this fucked up place.
When you think I'll need someone
I will simply stare blank into space.
Because it seems the child has become one
With you,in this fucked up place......

[breathe]

Well,fuck this! And fuck that! Fuck me and fuck you!
And fuck your lonely place too!

It does'nt matter if you think I know you.
Who gives a fuck anyway?
All you know is the shit I feed you
Ponder that,as you stare blank into space......
 

skylinec

Somewhere in the Between
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#3
okay i'm cunfuzzled again
 

dustinzgirl

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gehtfuct said:
What do you see?
A child trapped within me?
I try to reach him;still,he has evaded me.
All I know of him is his face,a lonely boy of latter days.
He only comes around when visions of my life escape me.

Fuck...

I can't see when my sight has gone.
Am I really only chasing after me?
He can tell me where im from
I can tell him where I just can not be.

Then I see as he looks to me
With an exspressionless look upon his face
"It seems clear to both of us,that you crave to be in a lonely place."

Well,who are you?
To tell me,what we are thinking through.
Never in our lives did you give a fuck
Unless it involved you.

He looks to me with that face
Exspressionless,like a stare into space.
He said "Sit down son,I'm about to take you to the place you crave."

"When you speak there will be no one.
None to hear you,only you and me.
When you think you'll need someone
I will ask you:Where's the blank look that was on your face?
Only me! Because,here you'll need no one.
Lonelyness is the place that you crave."


When I needed you.
I was the only one I could confide in to.
Most of the time you did'nt give a fuck
To help me up,and to get through.
You've seen the blank look on my face
Exspressionless,like a stare into space.
So,now I turn to the child in the mirror who waits for my embrace.

I know he wont go away.
Alone,I need this lonely place.

Fuck!

When I speak there will be no one
Only you to hear me in the fucked up place.
When you think I'll need someone
I will simply stare blank into space.
Because it seems the child has become one
With you,in this fucked up place......

[breathe]

Well,fuck this! And fuck that! Fuck me and fuck you!
And fuck your lonely place too!

It does'nt matter if you think I know you.
Who gives a fuck anyway?
All you know is the shit I feed you
Ponder that,as you stare blank into space......

I swear, one of these days I am going to do a psych profile on you. This is one of the best ive seen you put out. it shows pure emotion, fear, anger. Like talking to someone who never replies, looking for something you will never find.
 

gehtfuct

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#5
Your analogy is absolutly right. I hope you've guessed the psycho in question here,is talking/arguing with himself. The expressionless childs face is his own reflection in the mirror. Hence the title.
I dunno,it was just an idea to write about. And yes,he needs to be evaluated.

And thank you.
 

_Kitana_

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sorry i could not reply earlier.

but it is a wonderful well written poem and i would diffently pick as one of my favs on this site....
 

blah

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#7
It's almost to good to be true...almost.
Great piece gehtfuct!
 
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Very deep and to the heart of the matter. I like. :thumbsup: