okay my bf dumped me a few days ago and we've been going out for like five damn years b/c we love each other so much and I feel like I can't live without him. He wants to be friends, but I can't be friends without falling in love with him again. He broke up with me once and I promised him I would change and he gave me a 2nd chance. I screwed up and now I want just one more chance but he won't. How can I show him that I love him and need him back in my life????