How can you go from wanting to die and planning out how to kill yourself to being completely petrefied of death and dying and the afterlife?
magnolia said:how will sleep help that? If anything I would think that subconscious thought would intensify during sleep when the mind is off guard.
Seije said:I agree, sleep helps me...I got those recurring thoughts but I tend to sleep a long time to get over with it...to me it's like meditating the deep thoughts of dreams to find a more subconcious way of finding the answer
oh and also I don't want to be reincarnated as some mosquito, then a cat, then a raccoon
don't ask me how i know that order, but i always had a feeling it would be a mosquito first
Unforgiven said:I used to want to kill myself too... but now, i realize i have a lot to live for... there's one person who i think about every day... i think how she would be affected if i actually did it.
ha, I have no mom, I can at least say that cause my family hates her for leaving usmorelos said:Yeah, dude, your mom would be heartbroken if you killed yourself...
magnolia said:At one point I wanted to commit suicide. But now I'm completely terrified of death. How can you go from wanting to die, to being completely afraid of death? How do you go from one extreme to the other?
Unforgiven said:actually, i wasn't talking about my mother...
but i'm sure she would