Wow, so much to tell but i can't word it properly but i shall do my best. I seem to fuck everything that i love and care about up. Firstly i'm the dumbest person on the planet, i mean holy shit i can't even fucking memorize 10 lines from a play, like WTF is with that?....The girl i like well fuck i don't know what's happening with that. Friends....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH What friends! they don't give a shit about me, they never want to chill with me, and shit like that, all i get are excuses this and "I can't do that".....I've never had a fucking girl friend in my entire life probably cause i'm the ugliest son of a bitch on the planet! I do my best to make everyone happy, i'm a social outcast, i'm graduating this year and i'm pretty much by myself! I'm sick of being alone sitting up here on weekends and days off alone while everyone else is out partying. That's another thing, Parties...i never fucking get invited to any of them. i'm out of ideas and i'm killing myself over it. I've tried killing myself but every time i go to do it, sometihng quirky happens like the fucking rope breaking, or cars driving to fucking slow, or the knife not being fucking sharp enough! Wow i've realised you only live life once so make the most of it, well it's kinda hard to make the most of it when you have no one to make the most of it with!.....Anyone know where i can get a bomb and an assault rifle?