Tto bitch and moan for a while about my own fucking inadequacies and all the shit that pisses me off. I fucking hate all these high standards. High standards everywhere you look in life. Do Americans give a fuck? NO! We either suceed or fuck off and die, fall in line or at least agree not to murder anyone. So much anger, misdirected, who knows who we are fighting for? Who has the most? who do they depend on? Can we be so content with capitalism that we can turn a blind eye so easily on all the huge problems in the world? Why should I give a fuck? Why should any of you? Why would anybody even fucking read this, I did say I was going to waste space. If you've this far then you wasted your time because their is no happy ending, no great moral solution at the end. I have no words to ease your pain, only words to reccomend.