God damnit.
Okay. There's this girl, and she's been under my skin lately. I really have a thing for her. I decided that today I would tell her how I felt.
Alright, I'm going to be honest, I'm a very shy person. I don't show it, but I am. I'm a class clown and I've got a lot of friends, but that's only after a lot of hard work to come out of my shell. It took me a long time and it's been only recently (last year and a half) that I've been able to overcome my shyness.
So, I had seen this girl earlier that day, but I wasn't able to get her alone. She's in my last class of the day, and I figured I would wait until after school.
But then, about halfway through the class, she still hadn't shown up. She's late a lot, but I eventually assumed she wasn't going to come to class. I resigned myself to not telling her today, and was immediately relaxed.
And then, of course, she walked right through the door. And god damnit, I couldn't re-work up the nerve to tell her. I had to do some serious psyching up, because basically, we're very different and we don't have a lot in common, and I was pretty much prepared to crash and burn. We have a serious connection and I know she feels something for me, but she has a LOT of baggage and a lot of problems. So, I had done a lot of mental preperation, and I was all ready... only to be thrown completely off my game.
God damnit!
Okay. There's this girl, and she's been under my skin lately. I really have a thing for her. I decided that today I would tell her how I felt.
Alright, I'm going to be honest, I'm a very shy person. I don't show it, but I am. I'm a class clown and I've got a lot of friends, but that's only after a lot of hard work to come out of my shell. It took me a long time and it's been only recently (last year and a half) that I've been able to overcome my shyness.
So, I had seen this girl earlier that day, but I wasn't able to get her alone. She's in my last class of the day, and I figured I would wait until after school.
But then, about halfway through the class, she still hadn't shown up. She's late a lot, but I eventually assumed she wasn't going to come to class. I resigned myself to not telling her today, and was immediately relaxed.
And then, of course, she walked right through the door. And god damnit, I couldn't re-work up the nerve to tell her. I had to do some serious psyching up, because basically, we're very different and we don't have a lot in common, and I was pretty much prepared to crash and burn. We have a serious connection and I know she feels something for me, but she has a LOT of baggage and a lot of problems. So, I had done a lot of mental preperation, and I was all ready... only to be thrown completely off my game.
God damnit!
