Wow.. This is the most fucked up situation since fucking.. mankind. Holy shit.. Ok, so my friend wants to go sailing over the weekend, its her, her friend, my friend and myself (and her parents since we don't really know how to fully sail by ourselves yet). And this girl that was there, that I didn't know, I was attracted to, and I could tell she felt the same way as we had our little conversations by ourselves, now I AM going out with someone right now and I was just kidding around with this other girl. Yet she starts to really like me, also my friend (female) who owns the boat, comes onto me. She was crying earlier because she was having some family problems so I put my arm around her and was comforting her and she was like sobbing and hugging me so I though you know, its ok cause shes not feeling so great. But as this other girl likes me, she starts flirting as well. The one whos my friend came upto me while I was in a king size bed with my friend on my laptop playing old computer games. She comes up and wraps her legs in between mine and hugs herself to me, I don't know what the fuck I was thinking but I went along with it, soon she started kissing me and I did back. This is all going on while this OTHER girl who is also there is sleeping in the other room and she flirts with me and I don't know if she wants to date but either way shes involved. ALSO I feel like fucking shit because the girl I'm actually involved with DATING doesn't know this, I have never cheated on anyone in my life and it now comes to this. LO AND FUCKING BEHOLD the girl I used to like and still do, and she likes me but shes giving her boyfriend another chance because he cheated on her (yeah I made other threads/posts about that) So I decided to find someone else and to see if that would work, so I did, I found another awesome girl and I am dating her. But the girl who I like still and she likes me hears this news that her best friend is close and sleeping in the same bed and kissing and shit and now she won't want to date me anytime ever because she thought that her friend liked me and thats what was holding her back and what made her go back to her boyfriend, now that she KNOWS that best friend likes me, she'll be happy knowing that I'm satisfied, or so she thinks. So this weekend was one of the most fucked up weekends I've ever lived. I don't know what the fuck to do, I really want to tell my gf that this happened and I didn't mean for it to, I felt sympathetic towards this girl with her situation and in the time period she came onto me in a major way, now she can't keep her hands off of me. When she was dropping me off today she was touching me and trying to hold my hand, I pulled away and I could definitly tell she was disappointed/pissed and depressed and is probably at home crying, shit I said didn't help either, like that I was really happy that it happened, what the fuck was I thinking, it was like 3:00 AM and.. Jesus I don't know I got caught up in the moment. I want to tell my gf that it happened, and I'm sorry that it did, I want to tell this girl I don't want to continue what started, and I want her friend to know that its not going anywhere. Its all easy to say, but to actually do it, is fucking SHIT to think about...
