I go back to school on Tuesday. I'm not ready to end the summer, nor do I feel ready to be in a class with ppl who are much older than me. I'm afraid, nervous, and unprepared. And I'm not looking forward to leaving at 7:30 each morning just to drive for 20 min. in order to get to class on time. Well, at least I'll get a year of college out of the way before I even graduate High School. (I'm in a program where my High School pays for my college classes. It's pretty cool. I'll get in a year for free and be out of school early.) I just feel so immature. I don't feel ready even though I thought I was. I guess I'll just have to deal with it.