holy shit am i pissed. ok let's see if i can make this as short and coherent as possible, all while maintaining my furious composure...
ok i meet this great girl last September, my last semester of college. she has 3 years left. she's smart, funny, artistic, has an impeccable taste in music and i swear is the spitting image of Liz Phair. we start seeing each other and fuckign around a lot. she has a bf that she hasn't gotten around to dumping yet. i felt bad about the situation but i weighed it against the length of time in which i'd last had sex, and the sex won out over my conscience. she's also the closest thing i've ahd to a gf. we keep saying that we're keeping it casual and we'll end it when i leave school in December. so she dumps her bf on Halloween, and we turn into something between friends w/ bens and a couple. "I love you"s were exchanged (first girl i'd ever said it to) and we ended up still kinda seeing each other after i graduated. but her being a nubile college girl, and me at home with my parents, she came to the conclusion it wouldnt work in March. i've tried staying friends with her ever since, just like we always said we would, but shit got strained gradually and i'm 95% sure while i was talking to her last night, she had a guy in the room, and they werent planning on playing fucking Monopoly, if you catch my drift and i think you do cuz you're a smart crowd. i can't move on cuz i have nothing to move on to, with most all of my friends gone and no prospects. I just can't stand going from someone who was so important to her to someone who basically means fucking nothing to her. yeah i know my situation is nothing new, but it's new to me. Fucking fuck fuckitty fuck!!!!! FUCK YOU!
love,
Feore
ok i meet this great girl last September, my last semester of college. she has 3 years left. she's smart, funny, artistic, has an impeccable taste in music and i swear is the spitting image of Liz Phair. we start seeing each other and fuckign around a lot. she has a bf that she hasn't gotten around to dumping yet. i felt bad about the situation but i weighed it against the length of time in which i'd last had sex, and the sex won out over my conscience. she's also the closest thing i've ahd to a gf. we keep saying that we're keeping it casual and we'll end it when i leave school in December. so she dumps her bf on Halloween, and we turn into something between friends w/ bens and a couple. "I love you"s were exchanged (first girl i'd ever said it to) and we ended up still kinda seeing each other after i graduated. but her being a nubile college girl, and me at home with my parents, she came to the conclusion it wouldnt work in March. i've tried staying friends with her ever since, just like we always said we would, but shit got strained gradually and i'm 95% sure while i was talking to her last night, she had a guy in the room, and they werent planning on playing fucking Monopoly, if you catch my drift and i think you do cuz you're a smart crowd. i can't move on cuz i have nothing to move on to, with most all of my friends gone and no prospects. I just can't stand going from someone who was so important to her to someone who basically means fucking nothing to her. yeah i know my situation is nothing new, but it's new to me. Fucking fuck fuckitty fuck!!!!! FUCK YOU!
love,
Feore