Memories... that's all i have now. Memories of times that can never be recovered... never experienced again. I've experienced joy... sadness... lonliness... yes, i've tasted it all. I've had friends... many of them i'll never see again. I don't know where they are or what they're doing. They don't know what i'm doing.
Friends come and friends go, but a true friend lasts forever. There are very few people who i can call a "true" friend. There are few people who will remain in my mind forever. And some of those people have never seen my face... they have never met me. They are but memories. Close... yet... distant. I can't explain it. I don't want to try.
People don't understand me... they have never understood me. They look at me... i see something in their eyes... is it fear? or respect? or is it both? I don't know. My teachers never understood me. Nobody has. I feel alone. I've always been alone. Even with my group of "friends" i've still been alone... an outsider... a loner. Few people saw me for the person i really was. The people who did see through my facade ignored me.
holy fuck this is getting depressing... i'm gonna shut the fuck up now.
Friends come and friends go, but a true friend lasts forever. There are very few people who i can call a "true" friend. There are few people who will remain in my mind forever. And some of those people have never seen my face... they have never met me. They are but memories. Close... yet... distant. I can't explain it. I don't want to try.
People don't understand me... they have never understood me. They look at me... i see something in their eyes... is it fear? or respect? or is it both? I don't know. My teachers never understood me. Nobody has. I feel alone. I've always been alone. Even with my group of "friends" i've still been alone... an outsider... a loner. Few people saw me for the person i really was. The people who did see through my facade ignored me.
holy fuck this is getting depressing... i'm gonna shut the fuck up now.
