So I've been gay for a few weeks, after discovering my attraction to other boys at school. I snuck my new boyfriend up in my room late at night, and my dad caught us having sex! He kicked my boyfriend out and yelled at me, calling me a faggot and punched me repeatedly face, arm, and chest. He told me if I did it again then I would be sent to military school. I don't know what to do. I love my boyfriend and I'm so turned on by him. Should I run away? I want to live with my boyfriend, but I'm afraid that I will piss off my father and ruin my life.