my grandpa is going blind and i have to set aside my hate for other family members and spend time with him.dont get me wrong....i love my grandpa.hell he even ratted out his own daughter and told my dad that she was screwin behind his back.My grandpa is awesome!but sadly he keeps having heart attacks and soon i am afraid he will die.the even sader part.....i will have to sit in the funeral home room with my mom and my brother andrew and some other family members i hate.but if it's for my grandpa then fuck them I'll do it...wont be happy doing it....but i will.now i have to go.going to go spend some time with him....he wants to see me while he still has some sight in one eye....he hasn't seen me in a while because i let family hate get in the way.god i hate my mom.god i hate andrew.god i wish they would just go fuck off