Alright my Jesse. I have emailed ya. I have wrote ya. I have left you a message on yahoo. So lets try this. If by the slight chance you are still upset with me and are choosing to ignore me. Maybe you will come here and read this. Listen I know I haven't been the best of person lately and I feel under stress too...not as bad as you and I am scared and I don't know how to reach you right now or how to respond to the things you are telling me.
I have 10 unfinshed letter Baby. Stacks of things that need to be sent to you and I know... that i could do so much more for you and haven't. For that I am sorry. I am missing you so much right now and I love you so much. They called us the other day and you know th reason and I am so scared and its been 3 or 4 days and there is no word from you. So i don't care if you reply back so much as "Get Fucked" At least let me know your ok. I hope some how i get an answer from you.
I been confused lately a tad bit (when am I not). I want the guy back in my life who watches cartoons with me, who wonders what I see in Dale Earnheart Jr. Who wonders why i can't go under 90mph. I want the guy that holds me till I fall asleep and sneaks off to play video games or hides the chocolate bunny; only to find it 9 months later. I want the Jesse that let me put Angel wings on him and still smiles for pictures.
I just want you back... the one person that means everything to me. The one person that makes life have meaning or some reason for me to push myself again. I want you home hun and I am not sure how I am doing this with out you. I need the person who just lets me cry...only to find all the wrong words to make me laugh. That imperfect guy that I have come to love so much..... even more then racing my cars and well Jr found a girlfriend so i am stuck with ya. Jesse I have come to realize that you are my strenght and with out you I am like the weakest person....
I don't care anymore about a wedding. Its not that anymore or rings or anything else. Yeah our wedding night wasn't the greatest but look at it. That day is the stuff dreams are made out, our dreams.... GOD FUCKING DAMN IT I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!!!!
I hope you Notice this. I hope you read this or my email or something.... I hope you understand and reply back to me. I don't care what it is at this moment Jesse. I am not the best at expressing how I feel openly....
oh fuck it. I just plan out suck... Hun, Please call, write, come home safetly to me. I am losted with out you.
Forever your Angel,
Your Wife.
I have 10 unfinshed letter Baby. Stacks of things that need to be sent to you and I know... that i could do so much more for you and haven't. For that I am sorry. I am missing you so much right now and I love you so much. They called us the other day and you know th reason and I am so scared and its been 3 or 4 days and there is no word from you. So i don't care if you reply back so much as "Get Fucked" At least let me know your ok. I hope some how i get an answer from you.
I been confused lately a tad bit (when am I not). I want the guy back in my life who watches cartoons with me, who wonders what I see in Dale Earnheart Jr. Who wonders why i can't go under 90mph. I want the guy that holds me till I fall asleep and sneaks off to play video games or hides the chocolate bunny; only to find it 9 months later. I want the Jesse that let me put Angel wings on him and still smiles for pictures.
I just want you back... the one person that means everything to me. The one person that makes life have meaning or some reason for me to push myself again. I want you home hun and I am not sure how I am doing this with out you. I need the person who just lets me cry...only to find all the wrong words to make me laugh. That imperfect guy that I have come to love so much..... even more then racing my cars and well Jr found a girlfriend so i am stuck with ya. Jesse I have come to realize that you are my strenght and with out you I am like the weakest person....
I don't care anymore about a wedding. Its not that anymore or rings or anything else. Yeah our wedding night wasn't the greatest but look at it. That day is the stuff dreams are made out, our dreams.... GOD FUCKING DAMN IT I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!!!!
I hope you Notice this. I hope you read this or my email or something.... I hope you understand and reply back to me. I don't care what it is at this moment Jesse. I am not the best at expressing how I feel openly....
oh fuck it. I just plan out suck... Hun, Please call, write, come home safetly to me. I am losted with out you.
Forever your Angel,
Your Wife.