Heres my problem. I'm as fit as fuck and can run kilometres on end very quickly. Pushups, situps etc are easy shit. But i am too thin, and losing more weight. My wrists look shocking. And my arms are gettin thinner. There is absolute fuck all food at this house. My dad and i are the only ones who live here, and he is so inconsiderate to me. He goes shopping like once a fuckin month and even then only buys shit for himself. Nearly every day my main meal is a bowl of pasta. The only other things i can find to eat would be occasionally bread, and i can eat a bit of cereal (if theres milk). Lucky for me i am in the Australian Army Cadets, and have considerable amounts of army rations, which keep me going quite well. Everytime i tell my dad theres nothing to eat here he keeps saying "theres food here make something". I go to the cupboards and look in there like i do every 30 minutes. Wtf can i make with green asparagus spears, tomato sauce, salt, and frosting mix?? The other thing that this house is filled with is soft drinks such as coke and pepsi. As much as soft drink tastes good, it aint giving me what i need. My neighbour is a good friend of mine, and several times i trade him soft drink when he runs out for some food like 2 minute noodles, and bread rolls. He even makes me melted cheese sandwichs 
I desire to have a normal build but cannot accomplish that under these circumstances. I'm really beginning to miss my mother, always took care of us first . I'm praying i get a job soon so i can buy my own food, because once the army rations run out, i'm truly fucked. Any ideas on what i can do?
I desire to have a normal build but cannot accomplish that under these circumstances. I'm really beginning to miss my mother, always took care of us first . I'm praying i get a job soon so i can buy my own food, because once the army rations run out, i'm truly fucked. Any ideas on what i can do?
