yes, questions... i need answers.
I've gone to church for 19 years and still haven't found the answers...
Where was god when i was depressed?
where was god when i wanted to kill myself?
where was he when i was pushed around... teased... bullied... threatened, all in a CHRISTIAN school, making me the person i am today?
where was god when the only thing i've ever loved was taken away?
and for you christians, don't give me that "god works in mysterious ways, he has a plan for everybody, blah blah blah."
the bible says god loves all his people... well, it seems he hates me... it also says that worshipping god is supposed to be a joyful occasion... then why is it that in church, songs are sung that are meant for funerals? why do people just sit there like the living dead, waiting for the sermon to be over?
i've asked him countless times to change my life... he didn't. seems he wants nothing to do with me.
I've gone to church for 19 years and still haven't found the answers...
Where was god when i was depressed?
where was god when i wanted to kill myself?
where was he when i was pushed around... teased... bullied... threatened, all in a CHRISTIAN school, making me the person i am today?
where was god when the only thing i've ever loved was taken away?
and for you christians, don't give me that "god works in mysterious ways, he has a plan for everybody, blah blah blah."
the bible says god loves all his people... well, it seems he hates me... it also says that worshipping god is supposed to be a joyful occasion... then why is it that in church, songs are sung that are meant for funerals? why do people just sit there like the living dead, waiting for the sermon to be over?
i've asked him countless times to change my life... he didn't. seems he wants nothing to do with me.