If it is right in regards to my children, especially the five months one, I don't want to be high if something wrong happens, although I used to smoke one just before going to bed. You know little babies need more attentions that toddlers and kids.
If it is right in regards to life in general, now that I'm clean from shit I don't know if I want to go back, just a little time though, even if I used to like being under influence of thc.
That's it maybe, I don't really see it as a big deal anymore, I can't find a reason to enjoy such kind of pleasure. Maybe I'm just getting old lol.