Today I've been really down in the dumps. I'm getting really homesick. And just sick. I'm comming down with what's going to be a really bad head cold. I miss my puppies and my family. (Mainly just my parents.) I miss my own bed. And I just miss knowing where everything is. The quiet of the country around my house. I miss hearing the crickets as I fall asleep. But now I get to hear slamming doors and drunk upper classmen. Maybe going to college so far away from home was the wrong thing to do. Maybe college in general was the wrong thing to do. I don't know. I'm so tired of the food here too. I eat the same thing almost every day because there isn't much variety. We never have fish. (Which doesn't matter because I hate fish.) But they don't even have fruit most days. Or if they do have fruit it's under ripe or over ripe and just isn't appealing. I have some things in my room like apples and orange juice. But I just want to go home. Things were so much better and easier there. And my parents paid for everything. Speaking of which, I'm still job hunting. This all sucks.