Hah. Gotta love when you bring your girlfriend (or boyfriend, for that matter) in to your circle of friends, and then you end up running in to her exactly when you don't want to.
Anywho, here's a little backround.
So I'm best friends with this girl, which is about as fun as getting crotch-punched.
Over two years, we're close friends on a very on-and-off basis. Around august, I'm having a lot of troubles and I get a bit suicidal. A few crazy nights with me constantly pondering knives, jumping off tall things and sleeping pills brings me to a state of near delirium and I tell her I love her (which I'm not so sure I ever did). We end up in a constant state of almost-dating until around christmas time, at which point I figured I was being treated like a yo-yo (you should have heard the phone conversations) and decided it wasn't worth it.
So, of course, since this is highschool and we're all so sophisticated, opinionated, informed, and most of all, important, our circle of friends is divided on who's an asshole and who's not. I seem to be getting the worst of this (although I certainly can't say I know exactly what's happening to her) which bothers me, but I can semi-understand. Since I did semi-dump her since we were semi-dating. I guess.
Anywho, jeeze women and dating in general suck. The only thing I've learned from this is that rape is the answer.
Anywho, here's a little backround.
So I'm best friends with this girl, which is about as fun as getting crotch-punched.
Over two years, we're close friends on a very on-and-off basis. Around august, I'm having a lot of troubles and I get a bit suicidal. A few crazy nights with me constantly pondering knives, jumping off tall things and sleeping pills brings me to a state of near delirium and I tell her I love her (which I'm not so sure I ever did). We end up in a constant state of almost-dating until around christmas time, at which point I figured I was being treated like a yo-yo (you should have heard the phone conversations) and decided it wasn't worth it.
So, of course, since this is highschool and we're all so sophisticated, opinionated, informed, and most of all, important, our circle of friends is divided on who's an asshole and who's not. I seem to be getting the worst of this (although I certainly can't say I know exactly what's happening to her) which bothers me, but I can semi-understand. Since I did semi-dump her since we were semi-dating. I guess.
Anywho, jeeze women and dating in general suck. The only thing I've learned from this is that rape is the answer.
