Seije said:sry broken..i'm not much of a flamer, i don't really have anger, i stay away from it as much as possible...anything i do have i hold back..and let it out usually by killing myself in DDR or something, you know..make yourself play DDR for hours and hours til your soo tired you pass out, done it before, feels better in the morning or whenever i woke up
plus i'm the 'ticking time bomb' type...silent 99% of the time...the only way to see anger out of me is to curse the things i love, then i'll come after you, hehe....but don't make me cuz i hate myself in that state of mind, i'll feel worse when i calm down
but i understand...i came to this site to yell about something i can't remember, now it's like family, we're all a bunch'a fighting siblingsbroken said:Or you can rant your ass off here.. Hit up Ole broken. I can take it..
Oh I got ya! Yeah, I understand what prompted the statement now. Amen brother, we are here if you wanna bitch about it, we'll bitch with ya..Seije said:sorry there then Broken...i didn't mean anything by that...i just read this line wrong i guess and i'm all messed up inside me so i took it wrong
but i understand...i came to this site to yell about something i can't remember, now it's like family, we're all a bunch'a fighting siblings
...and i'm the one in the dark corner trying to hide from it
Broken said:Chins Up~ Young man.. There's a whole world of good people out there.
Seije said:yep, and the most i found are family(in louisiana and texas and mexico) and some of those on this site, and the girl in the phillipine islands
every good person i know exist out of this city, i wish ppl here around me here were more like the ppl i find like yall
u see, i go through this quite often...for like the last, lol, can't remember, coulda started ever since 8th grade or furtherUnforgiven said:Seije... you're young... you got a whole life to look forward to... everybody goes through this shit at least once in their lives... i have... i know a few others on this message board have... you'll get through it. life may seem shitty to you, but remember, there's people who care about you. keep your chin up, man... live while you can... you only have one life... make the most of it. PM me if you wanna chat.
god i hated when people would tell me i'm going to go postal and shoot up the school, just because i was quiet, shy, got teased, basic profile fit for a ticking time bomb plotting revenge....TwisT said:At least he ain't bowling for columbine!
ummmm....hehe..when did I say anything about girls beating me up?..and my grandmother is cool, why would i stab her?gehtfuct said:Ok junior,Its time for "The Talk.".....Where the fuck is the light switch?...wtf!?
Alright....Girls are strange animals,dont worry kid,they're not always going to beat you up.
Like Grandma used to always say.....
Ow!...you fucker,did you just stab me?....wtf...
isnt it good when you can stab yourself and no one can stop you .Seije said:....in the dark, kinda bored and down, so i go heyy, i get my dagger....beautiful thing it is...blade shines from the monitor light and i'm thinking what now?
i don't know, how about i just stab myself now and get this over with eh? :sword:
ain't life great
yea..aint' it great..there's nothing better than sitting by yourself alone and there's no one 'around' you that can stop you, and i'd probably should've done it years ago..otepsoul said:isnt it good when you can stab yourself and no one can stop you .
Relax man,I was kidding.Seije said:ummmm....hehe..when did I say anything about girls beating me up?..and my grandmother is cool, why would i stab her?
I haven't met a single girl that hated me as in anger or whatnot towards me...they've always liked me, but they're also always taken, so..damn, but i don't hate girls, at all..
..and i don't think they hate me..some have gotten alittle mad at me when i get into suicidal episodes, but maybe it's just worry, heck i'm worried about myself 90% of the time
aight tis' ok...just so yall knowgehtfuct said:Relax man,I was kidding.
When I geht frustrated,I do the same thing. 'cept I dont stab myself....I beat-off.