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mariusthegreat

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dude..see..things are starting to brigthen up....no go back and re-read all that you posted....and youll feel awkward....it seemed as if everything was down..and now its picking up...:]...yay....
 

Seije

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mariusthegreat said:
dude..see..things are starting to brigthen up....no go back and re-read all that you posted....and youll feel awkward....it seemed as if everything was down..and now its picking up...:]...yay....
dude totally, i feel great today...see what i mean, it's all ^_^ one day, and then die die die the next....

today was fun, i got alotta sleep which helps, and i worked all f'ing day, but work is soo much fun, takes forever, but i don't mind washing cars all day, i got to drive the new scion tc, i thought it's great, very nice

so yes i apologize for my awkward behavior from yesterday...i can't say it wasn't me..but merely another side of me....and sadly ,no, that isn't the last time it will happen, i can't promise i'll never be suicidal becuz there are times of excite that can turn right around on me, like when i was down south having a blast in texas...one night, i just had a freakish episode....so i'm sorry for being this way, i don't won't meds for it..I don't trust them..,, i don't trust conselors, they're just a bunch of 'yes' men, i won't believe it will solve any problems talking to a completely stranger who's heard the same stories over and over...
soo 2 u know who u r...i'm sorry i couldn't go into thatconseling idea...i just still find it very...wrong, but i'll still try to ask my dad if i could go to his, though i doubt i can now