is not just a song by Billy Talent. I was reading some posts about how you guys have crazy boyfriend/girlfriends and I too have a story that ends in WTF?!?
So anyways, I meet this girl and for some reason we get along really well. I knew her for a few hours but it felt like I had known her for years. We hung out like every other day, she'd sleep over, fun was had. Then she starts to go a little crazy. Out of nowhere in the car she tells me to stop and pull in a wal-mart parking lot at like 1:30am, I'm thinking "decent, car sex is good". she says get in the back seat, but when we get back there she says "I'm not sure if this is working out but I don't know why. I reply "ok so what do you wanna do? just be friends?" She starts crying and says she doesnt know. We were on our way to a party so I eventually drive there and everyone is sleeping so we were talking more on the couch and she starts kissing me after she just said she wasn't sure things were working. I'm a guy so I just went along with it but I was a little confused.
So things are cool again but a few weeks later she starts crying again and says things aren't working out. So we decide to just be friends. Only we can't. Every time we hang out we end up being closer than friends be it just snuggling up by the fire place or messing around. I'm thinking ok wtf is going on, does she like me or no? For the next, I dunno, 4 months or so we are off and on because she has these bad feelings about our relationship but for some reason or another she needs me still. Technically we weren't together but we saw each other just as frequently. Tried to be just friends again, didn't work.
On my birthday she said she wanted to try being my girlfriend. I said sure why not because we basically are anyways. I got her a sweet winter jacket for x mas and some other stuff for her birthday, we had an awesome new years eve and new years day. February rolls along and she still has her doubts. I'm fed up at this point and i say ok fine but thats it, no more of this bull crap. She agrees. That lasted about 8 days, she came over to watch the super bowl and eat pizza and wings. We ended up getting close again. I'm thinking ok, is she crazy? Why does she keep wanting to break up and keeps coming back. She would never tell me a reason because she said she didn't know.
We tried being just friends and I hated it, it was so weird. We decided to stop hanging out. 4 months passed and she calls me recently and wants to hang out. We went to the beach and we're being all huggy. I suggest we go back to my place and watch Orgazmo (love that movie) and it happened again. I ask her why she keeps coming back she says she doesn't know yet again. Two days later we talk and she says I don't want a boyfriend I am enjoying being single, I need time alone to figure out what I really want, and here is the best part, oh and by the way the whole time I was having bad feeling about us, turns out I am still in love with my ex. (who treated her like crap, obviously).
She knew this for 10 months and decides to leave that tid bit of information out, until now. If she said that in the beginning I would have split but not knowing what was going on made me curious to find out. I had a lot of fond memories about this girl but after she told me that I realized it all meant nothing. She loved someone else. I told her I don't want to see or hear from her again.
That was the last 10 or so months of my life. I'm single now and loving it. Don't get all bent out of shape about some crazy asshole/broad. Just get out there and keep busy. Feels good to get that off my chest, thanks.
So anyways, I meet this girl and for some reason we get along really well. I knew her for a few hours but it felt like I had known her for years. We hung out like every other day, she'd sleep over, fun was had. Then she starts to go a little crazy. Out of nowhere in the car she tells me to stop and pull in a wal-mart parking lot at like 1:30am, I'm thinking "decent, car sex is good". she says get in the back seat, but when we get back there she says "I'm not sure if this is working out but I don't know why. I reply "ok so what do you wanna do? just be friends?" She starts crying and says she doesnt know. We were on our way to a party so I eventually drive there and everyone is sleeping so we were talking more on the couch and she starts kissing me after she just said she wasn't sure things were working. I'm a guy so I just went along with it but I was a little confused.
So things are cool again but a few weeks later she starts crying again and says things aren't working out. So we decide to just be friends. Only we can't. Every time we hang out we end up being closer than friends be it just snuggling up by the fire place or messing around. I'm thinking ok wtf is going on, does she like me or no? For the next, I dunno, 4 months or so we are off and on because she has these bad feelings about our relationship but for some reason or another she needs me still. Technically we weren't together but we saw each other just as frequently. Tried to be just friends again, didn't work.
On my birthday she said she wanted to try being my girlfriend. I said sure why not because we basically are anyways. I got her a sweet winter jacket for x mas and some other stuff for her birthday, we had an awesome new years eve and new years day. February rolls along and she still has her doubts. I'm fed up at this point and i say ok fine but thats it, no more of this bull crap. She agrees. That lasted about 8 days, she came over to watch the super bowl and eat pizza and wings. We ended up getting close again. I'm thinking ok, is she crazy? Why does she keep wanting to break up and keeps coming back. She would never tell me a reason because she said she didn't know.
We tried being just friends and I hated it, it was so weird. We decided to stop hanging out. 4 months passed and she calls me recently and wants to hang out. We went to the beach and we're being all huggy. I suggest we go back to my place and watch Orgazmo (love that movie) and it happened again. I ask her why she keeps coming back she says she doesn't know yet again. Two days later we talk and she says I don't want a boyfriend I am enjoying being single, I need time alone to figure out what I really want, and here is the best part, oh and by the way the whole time I was having bad feeling about us, turns out I am still in love with my ex. (who treated her like crap, obviously).
She knew this for 10 months and decides to leave that tid bit of information out, until now. If she said that in the beginning I would have split but not knowing what was going on made me curious to find out. I had a lot of fond memories about this girl but after she told me that I realized it all meant nothing. She loved someone else. I told her I don't want to see or hear from her again.
That was the last 10 or so months of my life. I'm single now and loving it. Don't get all bent out of shape about some crazy asshole/broad. Just get out there and keep busy. Feels good to get that off my chest, thanks.
