This fuckin pisses me off....okay well I just went to senior week last week. That is a time when you are suppose to get wasted and do all sorts of shit you wouldn't normally do. I don't regret ANYTHING that I did. The only think I regret is the "friends" I went with. First off...the whole fuckin time I am there they call me a whore. Yea...thats what they normally pick around with...because I am fuckin not...but this time they mean it. Unlike them I want to go out and talk to people and want to go out and drink. They want to hang around the damn hotel room and sleep. Fuck that! So I go to a party and get totally wasted. Once I am ready to go back to the room that is IN my name they tell me I am not welcome. So I go running fuckin down 6 flight of stairs till they fuckin let me in my own damn room. That was night 1 that I apparently whored around. The other night I meet a super sweet guy named Keith. He came up to my room to hang out while the rest of my friends were doing their own thing WITHOUT ME!! so once they get back I am asleep and they get totally pissed cause I have a guy in the room. Well fuck that...we wake up and go out the the beach and watch the sun rise. Night 2 I fuck up. Saturday night I decided to get drunk with the rest of my peeps...I become the 5th fuckin wheel so I go walking on the beach away from them. I end up talkin to a guy that was just chatting about shit like...college and where he is from. My best friend Jamie comes up to me and is all like, "Where are you going!?" I tell him the hotel room and he was like NO YOU ARE NOT! I said the guy wasn't coming with me cause he fuckin wasn't. THen its okay that I go...SO I am like you FUCKIN BITCH! and he asked what I said and he calls me a FUCKIN WHORE infront of all the other strangers. They voluteer to kick his ass but I am like...NO Thats okay he is supposably my best friend. I go up to the room and they don't talk to me the rest of the time I am there. My neutral friend Chase told me that I did nothing wrong...WHICH I DIDN'T. I end up getting drunk with him and having fun. But all my SO CALLED BEST FRIENDS still haven't talked to me. They got my ex-boyfriend to call me up tonight and ask me if I am mad at them. After they told them all this bullshit that they "ThiNK" I did....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! fuckin bS. I just want to jump off the fuckin top of a fuckin cliff. Cause apparently the only people that love me are people that live in both California and Texas...the California friend actually knows what happen...and she is there to tell me she still loves me...while the other fuckers...are too fuckin scared to even ask me if I still want to talk to them. WELL fuck them all!!!!!!!!!!!