Man, I really dont want to be who I am. I feel like I'm a different person inside another. I dont understand what this feeling is, and I dont expect any of you to understand, but... Well, I'm really gifted in things like math and science. I really have a knack for chemistry and sciences similar, but I'd much rather be gifted in art. I know that some of you say, "But Binarycow, science is an art, without science, you would have CANCER!" Yeah, but I'd much rather die from cancer, than not being happy, to tell you the truth. I sit here, listening to music, thinking how awesome it would be if I could play what they're playing, but no matter how hard I try, I can't. Who knows, maybe its just my pessimistic attitude thats dragging me down. Sorry, I've been really depressed lately, and I just wanted to get this off of my chest.