MrNewbie said:
So I dont really now this but I didn't really understand what brit said, in the last post in that sticky thread... We are getting banned for posting in bait & tackle, flaming?? Okay I can understand that every motherfucker is pissed right now but what the hell???... Just tell every fuck-up that they dont HAVE to READ in bait&tackle... Its their own fault since im obviously never gonna read in any other thread then bait & tackle... So if you dont want me just dont go to bait&tackle, thats just my advice... And the same goes for For_starters and Itakeoffence... If you dont want us and get offended easily, I seriously think you should go somewhere else...
Because if you cant handle it like kitana and duztin, you really need to look over your life and why your even looking in bait & tackle thats obviously only a big mess of bullshit..
Resolved? Yes.
First off... you can flame me for just about everything you can think of. But when you start telling me you want me to have nightmares of my husband being dead, that you honestly hope he dies, that he a murder and rapist. That goes A LITTLE BEYOND "just a flame".
I have not seen him in 10 fucking months. Do you know what that is like? Even when he on here posting online I only know he is at a base that has internet acess.
Do you know what it's like getting phone calls at 7 am in the morning hearing "We want you to know that there has been a death when in the 153rd, but it is not your husband. There are no more details we can offer at this time."
Do you know what that feels like. NO...you fucking DON'T and you can make this into a flame all you fucking want but the truth of the matter is Yes I have nightmares of whats going on over there. Yes the possiblity that I may never see Jesse exist very much. Yes he probally had to use his gun and probally had to kill some people.
Thats something I have to face and he has to face and you can only understand and skim the top and use it in a bullshit flame for some gay ass reason. Or say how he a murder, rapist and whatever else you think you can dream up to call him or "wish" he dies. This is bait and tackle. Yes this is for flaming but there are some things you don't say and there are some limits that you don't cross. You crossed a line that makes me wonder what kind of person would type shit like that just to hurt and get a reaction out of someone. It has nothing to do with me being sentive or not. It has to do with what I GET TO FACE EVERY FUCKING DAY!
I wake up in the morning and i wonder where he fucking is at. If the next call I get will be the last time I get to hear his voice. If i will ever get to kiss him or make love to him or hold him in my arms again or have him hold me. I wake up wondering if I will ever get to see my friends that over there and my other family. I wake up wondering when this will be over, if they will get leave, extended tour.
You have no IDEA......
That is REAL... not just the fucking INTERNET.... THATS MY FUCKING LIFE!