ok, so this girl, we dated for about a year. fuck yeah, she was hott, she loved me and all that stuff..she even wanted to get married i think. so anyway, one day i decided to get contacts so i wouldnt look like a fucking shit head, and i was also growing my hair out a bit. yeah well, we hadn't seen eachother in a while, so when we she eachother, she starts to fucking complain that she doesnt like my new looks. im just like, wat the fuck. i already had 3 girls that day complimenting me, and trying to feel my abs that i've been working on, and my bitch is just like, fuck you. so then, the rest of the day (we were at this party shit), she ignored me. aight, so when the fucking bullshit party is over, i get home, she calls, and she says she's sorry. now obviously, im just like wat..the...fuck. u expect me to take that fucking clitshit?! she then tells me how "looks get to her" even though at the same fucking time she is sayin that she doenst judge people off looks. now i figure this must be from the change, and she's not used to it, but what the hell was she thinkin?? i mean u gatta be shittin me, you dont just ignore someone becuz they look a little different, then expect them to fucking forgive you?!
but anyway, i love her. and now im just like..what the fucking shit do i do.?
i wanna be so pissed at her for what she did. i really do. but for some reason i fucking cant. im not talking to her right now, but i fucking love her still and want to talk to her! but i know i should be pissed off at her. so wtf...?! i hate this shit. i just want her to fall into a fucking shithole, but the same time i dont. fuck! well shit, i dunno wat to do.
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but anyway, i love her. and now im just like..what the fucking shit do i do.?
i wanna be so pissed at her for what she did. i really do. but for some reason i fucking cant. im not talking to her right now, but i fucking love her still and want to talk to her! but i know i should be pissed off at her. so wtf...?! i hate this shit. i just want her to fall into a fucking shithole, but the same time i dont. fuck! well shit, i dunno wat to do.
