So this ex-girlfriend I knew from university we had quite an intense relationship, went out for about 8-9months, it was amazing we were in love she told me she loved me many times and well I felt the same think it was my first real love after a string of one night stands and general fuck arounds, we broke up when I graduated from University, tried to keep in contact
So there I am heart broken and pissed off, and she seems all cool about it not fussed at all, and I think well fuck it I will just get on with life, so I do...
Then to top off my luck she goes and gets onto a Blind Date TV show we have here in england, and I am like oh well thats not to bad, it use to be shown on a Saturday night like primetime.
However there is a twist, she FUCKING GETS TO GO ON A BLIND DATE WITH A MAJORLY FAMOUS BOY BAND MEMBER HERE IN THE UK ON A CRUISE!!!!!
Heres the link to prove it....
http://archives.tcm.ie/breakingnews/2002/06/12/story54962.asp
This is what he looks like...nice looking guy
http://www.newspics.co.uk/folio/160803-SPF-666.html
And I quote "Sally, who is studying law and Italian at Plymouth University, had told Cilla she was on the programme because she had never been in love or had a relationship."
Talk about knife in the fucking heart, I am like......thats cold
Anyway the years go by and we hadn't been in contact at all, so I go away travelling april-may last year 2003, and go away for a month, aimed to go the whole year, just to forget about it all, I mean I had many many girlfriends nothing like Sally (my ex) but you know I was getting over it. But then...
Fucking DAD HAS DIED SUDDENLY OF LUNG CANCER!!! Oh fucking super! WHilst I am in the middle of New Zealand so I have to travel 27hrs home by plane, ruining my whole planned trip
So I come back with my mate, totally depressed and guess who I get a message off, YES the one and only ex-girlfriend Sally.
She has no idea what happened so I explain and she says the usual sorry etc etc
Anyway we get back to talking again like every couple of months, I was rather lazy as it was hard chatting to her, the feelings kept coming up inside me, anyhow did not talk to her for like 6months and then again she rings me completely out of the blue!!
I am like FUCK THIS I am gonna have it out, so I do asking her why she keeps ringing me, and shes like "I still care about you!"
And she starts saying that I should keep in contact with her more and make more of an effort
I talk to her about my new girlfriend who I have been with for a year and she talks about the guy she has been with for 5months, and we chat and get on as we always do
Anyway we finish the conversation by saying I will make more of an effort and that was that
Anyhow I text her the following week asking her what her results were for her degree
And I wait....
...I wait....
...wait two weeks and no response
So I ask again today....and guess what.....no response
Two things really I wanna raise out of this long post
One, what the fuck do you think is going on? Does she want me back? Is there anychance she wants me back? Or is this some kind of sick fucked up thing which makes no sense?
Two, just read this and be reminded how much better your life is and I AM FUCKING 25!!!
Thanks for reading
So there I am heart broken and pissed off, and she seems all cool about it not fussed at all, and I think well fuck it I will just get on with life, so I do...
Then to top off my luck she goes and gets onto a Blind Date TV show we have here in england, and I am like oh well thats not to bad, it use to be shown on a Saturday night like primetime.
However there is a twist, she FUCKING GETS TO GO ON A BLIND DATE WITH A MAJORLY FAMOUS BOY BAND MEMBER HERE IN THE UK ON A CRUISE!!!!!
Heres the link to prove it....
http://archives.tcm.ie/breakingnews/2002/06/12/story54962.asp
This is what he looks like...nice looking guy
http://www.newspics.co.uk/folio/160803-SPF-666.html
And I quote "Sally, who is studying law and Italian at Plymouth University, had told Cilla she was on the programme because she had never been in love or had a relationship."
Talk about knife in the fucking heart, I am like......thats cold
Anyway the years go by and we hadn't been in contact at all, so I go away travelling april-may last year 2003, and go away for a month, aimed to go the whole year, just to forget about it all, I mean I had many many girlfriends nothing like Sally (my ex) but you know I was getting over it. But then...
Fucking DAD HAS DIED SUDDENLY OF LUNG CANCER!!! Oh fucking super! WHilst I am in the middle of New Zealand so I have to travel 27hrs home by plane, ruining my whole planned trip
So I come back with my mate, totally depressed and guess who I get a message off, YES the one and only ex-girlfriend Sally.
She has no idea what happened so I explain and she says the usual sorry etc etc
Anyway we get back to talking again like every couple of months, I was rather lazy as it was hard chatting to her, the feelings kept coming up inside me, anyhow did not talk to her for like 6months and then again she rings me completely out of the blue!!
I am like FUCK THIS I am gonna have it out, so I do asking her why she keeps ringing me, and shes like "I still care about you!"
And she starts saying that I should keep in contact with her more and make more of an effort
I talk to her about my new girlfriend who I have been with for a year and she talks about the guy she has been with for 5months, and we chat and get on as we always do
Anyway we finish the conversation by saying I will make more of an effort and that was that
Anyhow I text her the following week asking her what her results were for her degree
And I wait....
...I wait....
...wait two weeks and no response
So I ask again today....and guess what.....no response
Two things really I wanna raise out of this long post
One, what the fuck do you think is going on? Does she want me back? Is there anychance she wants me back? Or is this some kind of sick fucked up thing which makes no sense?
Two, just read this and be reminded how much better your life is and I AM FUCKING 25!!!
Thanks for reading
